I chose to step into 𝐺𝑟𝑎𝑐𝑒 the other day. Simply a time where I just took a deep breath and chose from my heart to relax and dissolve myself into this energy, consciousness, sense – or however you want to call it – of Grace. And it felt so lovely! Even as I was by the sea, the next day, I was enjoying the sea so much and how the waves were simply flowing and coming to kiss the shore. So simple and effortless.
And while I was experiencing myself in this consciousness, in my day to day life I noticed how I started to have 𝒆𝒙𝒑𝒆𝒄𝒕𝒂𝒕𝒊𝒐𝒏𝒔.
My partner was serving me really well with this (as he always does), so the primary reaction/instinct was to get annoyed, upset and think to myself ‘why can’t he do that and that for me? Why isn’t he thoughtful enough to also bring my towel? Or take care of the pillows from the chairs outside, so that the cat doesn’t sit on them. Why isn’t he making the bed anymore?” All these thoughts, and more, were now flowing into my life, and I could feel this energy of expectations, righteousness, and of course the tendency to get upset with him.
But instead of that, I remembered how I chose not to act like a victim anymore and to always take responsibility for my creations. 𝐅𝐨𝐫 𝐢𝐭 𝐢𝐬, 𝐢𝐧𝐝𝐞𝐞𝐝, 𝐦𝐲 𝐞𝐧𝐞𝐫𝐠𝐲 𝐬𝐞𝐫𝐯𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐦𝐞 – 𝐚𝐥𝐰𝐚𝐲𝐬.
So, this morning, when I started to feel this aspect again and started to have the energy of expectation within me, even though I had some work to do in the morning, I chose instead to stop. To stop and breathe and create the safe space. And to let go of this energy, of this sticky belief system that was not bringing me joy.
And as I was breathing and releasing… breathing and letting go… I asked myself, 𝒘𝒆𝒍𝒍, 𝒅𝒆𝒂𝒓 𝑰 𝑨𝒎, 𝒘𝒉𝒂𝒕 𝒊𝒔 𝒃𝒆𝒚𝒐𝒏𝒅 𝒆𝒙𝒑𝒆𝒄𝒕𝒂𝒕𝒊𝒐𝒏𝒔?
What do I choose to step into now? What’s the new potential waiting for me, when I release the need to have expectations? And what came, so easily and gentle, was … 𝐺𝑟𝑎𝑐𝑒.
Grace, as in allowing and receiving.
Grace, as in not fighting anymore with my energy.
Grace, as in letting my energy serve me all the time.
Grace, as in receiving what comes to me, and embracing it with all my being.
Grace, as in relaxing and letting go.
Letting go of everything, Of struggle, of conflict, of hardship, of the victim energy, of expectations.
And with that, I chose once again to step into Grace. And to keep allowing, and receiving my energy, my I Am, my abundance, my joy and my forgiveness.
One breath at a time…One wave at a time…
𝑊𝑖𝑡ℎ 𝐽𝑜𝑦, 𝑀𝑎𝑠𝑡𝑒𝑟 𝐸𝑙𝑙𝑒𝑦𝑎ℎ